melodicalchemy

A love so deep it drove me into insanity when everything was over. I've been healing ever since everything had happened. It was a time when anything was possible for me, maybe even romance. Those times are long gone, now. You would have been 29 today. My heart is broken but my body remains alive. If I had a One Wish Willow, I would wish for me and you to meet once again in another life, perhaps one where I realize that love does require a little bit of possession. This is where "love without ownership" left me.   Back then, magic was real and true, and lasting change was on the horizon. 9 years later, and I'm still thinking about you. I wonder what complete oblivion or eternal bliss awaits me in the afterlife. After all, all of our lives are but a blink of the eye from a cosmic perspective. I hope humans were right about God. Then, if and only then, would there be the faith, hope, and love that I struggle to believe in every single day. See you at the movies. 🌹🦉🌟

This is about the only real way to catch up on me and my life because social conventions prevent me from completely spilling the beans.. Anyway, life is so short, and then we all die. I choose to take the agnostic stance when it comes to religion. I want to believe that there is an afterlife and place my faith in a Creator God, but life as it is, perfect yet wholly imperfect is all we get. To continue further, the only things we have reside in the present moment. It’s a wonder how many of our memories are fabricated and are lost to the Sea of Ideas.  I’m in awe of what humanity has created in such a brief span of time. Systems upon systems of interwoven parts, working mechanically and in time. This is the best time in history because it is the only time, and soon we shall return to stardust—from dust we came to dust we shall return. Oh yeah.. I graduated from community college and earned my AA. I wouldn’t have been able to do it without my Mom and Dad. On my end, getting sobe...