On Mental Health
I'm 284 days sober. Still recovering from psychosis and strained or broken relationships. I've learned that everyone, save my parents, will leave me to languish, especially when the times get tough. Whether it be getting delayed responses or being flat out ignored, to the in-numerous excuses I've gotten, it seems like people have just decided I'm not worth it. Social isolation is not good for the human animal, and I've been in such a state for many, many days now. I know I shouldn't change for other people, and I know I shouldn't care about what other people think about me. What I don't know is how other people can be so insensitive and apathetic. How can I be enough? Are my efforts in vain? I cut out almost all my vices. I'm taking my medication. I'm off social media. I use nicotine still, however who wouldn't when attention is so scarce and social connection is out of the question? I'm led to believe that humans aren't so nice as I ...
